the oops

well, i just wrote a long post about i don't even know what and realized i meant to write about how i was still waiting to hear from Oberlin and i am pretty nervous since i haven't heard from them yet.

based on their location, i am hesitant to go there, but reading about the school, it sounds like a good fit, or at least i'm interested in it. i just want to hear news from them, instead of waiting impatiently, unsure of whether they just have written me off and will never tell me about my acceptance status. i mean, i don't know if i would really mind getting rejected, then i would know what it feels like... to actually get rejected. or maybe it would just kill my already non-existant self-esteem.