the letter

so i wasn't supposed to hear from MassArts (the building above is a picture i got off the internet) until the middle of January, but SURPRISE i got my letter this morning (er, afternoon since i was up til five with my friends and my mom woke me up at one with the letter).

right, so, well, i got accepted.

which means i can go to school in boston as i wanted to. that means i don't have to apply to any liberal arts schools in boston because i'm pretty sure i want to do the art school thing, at least for the first year. not that i'm completely sure about that, but it seems to make some amount of sense.

i don't know if it makes sense, but liberal arts seems to make so much sense and has so many options, so i feel like i need to fabricate reasons to want to go to art school. not that i have decided which i want to attend, but i think it would be fun and interesting to go to art school and see what happens, but i feel guilty, like it's a waste of time and money. i feel as if i should go somewhere where i have all the options and not throw a year away. but would it really be throwing a year away?