the stress

although it has not fully activated, i foresee tons of stress in the near future. as my last post pointed out, the CSU application has started and i am having issues with it. secondly, i realized that the UC applications will be due in november and i need my teacher recs and an essay or two for their application. i hate writing essays and i don't even have one teacher for my teacher recs. now would be time to freak out! I can't decide if it makes me want to sing super freak or if i feel like the underdog.

i realize neither of those videos have to do with much, but both songs are good and super freak has been stuck in my head for days.

anyway, back to college. it is stressful and things are coming up way faster than i expected. since my mom is not around, i am in a panic, unsure how to proceed: should i wait for her to return or get help from my dad?

i think i will seek some help from my dad. other than that, i am scared to choose schools for my teacher recs because i'm still not sure about where i am applying, but i haven't been thinking about it and now i have to choose! so until i figure things out i will listen to good music and i hope you are too! wow that wasn't cheesy or stupid at all.