the friends

i am currently at my friend's house with a bunch of friends working on college stuff and being social. most of us have laptops and we are all working, some of us are playing games or locking others out though.

i have continued to fill out my common application stuffs (application, test scores, and supplements). i am nervous about my art supplement, but i think it will work out all right. i have also started writing ideas about essays and putting all my essay information onto one page so i can see what i need to write and see if any of them relate.

it is strange to have to write about myself in such a way that will promote myself. i am pretty comfortable with myself, but i still have a super low self-esteem. oxymoron, i know. anyway, back on topic, i am comfortable in such a manner that i think of myself as a pretty average human being. i have a few talents, but nothing i feel that is worthy of writing into a college essay to make them love me and accept me.

college is intimidating, but feels achievable.