the choice

so lately i feel that MICA is my first choice (don't dwell, these things change as often as one changes their shirt, i would say underwear, but i haven't changed my mind that much yet).

i love MICA because of their superb housing (apartment style), their study abroad programs, the fact that they have a career center and good stats for jobs, and obviously they have the art programs i desire (illustration and ceramics). lastly, i am familiar with it because of my pre-college experience there.

despite all this loveliness, i find something missing. i think it has to do with the location because i desire a more wild, waterfront. baltimore has a stunning inner harbor with great shopping and other beautiful places, but it is more city focused rather than natural beauty. needless to say, baltimore is also a little sketchy, but i think i would learn to deal with it and stay safe.

so my head remains confused as ever and as lovely as some things in my life are right now, i also find myself confused and unsure with how to proceed. fuck.

the question remains: who am i and what do i want and what do i believe?